and a happy new year...

well it is the first day of the new year and what am i doing? sitting
in my bed because i am sick...talk about a great vacation this turned
out to be huh? well anyways this has been an interesting time for me
right now seeing as that i amgraduated and all.

i have jobs
lined up and all that jazz but i think i am scared that i am not going
to get one and i am afraid of failing. so i think i am keeping myself
from succeeding which is just as bad i guess. so this is a dilemma that
i have right now.

dilemma, that is a song by nelly with kelly rowland in it...maybe i will listen to it tonight.

but i have now gotten a chance to catch up on all of the tv
shows that i have not gotten to see in the past couple of weeks. i
guess life could be worse and i hope that things work out well soon.

oh yea eh-bull-ly-bah-dee have a happy new year