merry christmas...belated

so this is a good time of year for everyone. well that is if you have someone to spend it with of course. i am sorry if you do not you can always spend it with me if you are reading this then i am sure you know me and then that works hahahahahaha.

what can i say i crack myself up. it has certainly beena while and i am sure most people thought that i fell off the face of the earth. well i am here to tell you that i did not and i am just fine, well a little older, wiser, stronger, and more cynical but other than that the same old me. you just have to love it.

well it was nice gettin back from school and getting to catch up with other people. like liz for example, i do talk to her ona fairly regular basis via email but it was just nice to see her, and her new hair, and braces. it gave us time to catch up on everything that we did not put in our emails because that would take way too long to type. di, drexel says hey. speaking of di, she gave me a really hard time for not coming earlier to visit her and that made me smile.

i am ejoying the break that i am having from life, but i have learned that you really cannot take a complete break from life. one of these days i will discover that secret and then i will be the best person in the world. hahahaha.

seriously though i love life for the most part and that is a good thing. granted there were a few and sometimes large bumps in the road bti think that i handled all of them in the best possible way and became a better person for that.

i wish my picture CD did not get scratched because now i cannot post any of them and i am sad so now i have to take more pictures. well that really is not that bad of a problem to have now is it?

it feels good to write something on here again. oh yea and i think that you should check out one of my best friends sites he has one too. it is a new addition to the links portion of this page. well until we meet again

FOCKER OUT!

if you did not see the movie that will not be funny

if i want to...

everytime i look up i can see it in your face you wanna hook up with me. instead of actin like your supposed to, you cop an attitude like you're too good for me.

and you know good and damn well that if i want it i can take you from your man, with my eyes closed. i could have you eatin out of the palm of my hand, and all your little girlfriends too.

girl-no you can't get with me if i don't want you

yes i can if i will if i want to baby.

ain't nobody tryin clown you, but your too damn old to play high school games with me. cause even when im not around you i be hearin from my friends you be askin about me. i don't really care how long you've been together with your man. it's just a matter of time before i make you mine. i wanna make it clear, so there is no misunderstanding, that i get, what i want, when i want.

if i want it i can take you from your man, with my eyes closed. i could have you eatin out of the palm of my hand, and all your little girlfriends too.

girl-no you can't get with me if i don't want you

yes i can if i will if i want to baby.

that i get, what i want, when i want.

if i want it i can take you from your man, with my eyes closed. i could have you eatin out of the palm of my hand, and all your little girlfriends too.

girl-no you can't get with me if i don't want you

yes i can if i will if i want to baby.

study time

that is right, finals are drawing closer and closer and that is what i will be doing all week. if you have not heard from me in a while that is probably the reason.

this will be it for me and so i am making the last effort to make sure my grades do not plummit. i think that will not be all that hard but hey you never know what life might throw your way and so i just think i will try and prepare for the worst. i think that is a pretty good way of approaching things right now so i think that i will do it like that.

hmm it is off to the lab for me.

it's been a long time

wow it seems like forever since the last time that i have put anything up. it is a shame i think that i really need to get back into the swing of things. this has been such an interesting semester for me i must say that this one tops all of the other ones.

that is no small feet too, because freshman year i was the roommate of the kid that stole playstations and sold them on ebay. my favorite was that he took a chain that i had and my camera dock and sold them too. it was funny because i did want to know where he got all of his money since he did not work and his parents did not send him money.

then sophomore year i had about 700 dollars worth of clothing a shoes stolen. one who has that many clothes at college, this kid, and two why would someone do that, because they were trying to get me back for what i still do not understand to this day, because i really was not that mean to the kids that did this. as a matter of fact i would help them out with all sorts of things.

but i will not lie this year takes the cake. i guess i am not as ready to speak about it as openly as the last too, granted they were much more comical than this year.

oh yea and finding a job, so much harder to do this year than any other year. i swear it is the most difficult thing i have ever done. well that is about it.

thanksgiving was awesome. i have never eaten so much in my life and that is tough because i eat so much it would probably make a fat person sick. hahahaha college humor sorry. but it was good, if i could ever get my pics online then i would be able to show what some of them looked like. but it just is not working.

to all back home i miss talkin with you. and i think mabye i will drop by when i get back.