so yea i have been so busy i would sit down and think "right now i do not have time to sit here and breathe." well hopefully next week will not be so bad or else i will go crazy.
but it is nice to have enough time just to sit here and type something. i like it. well i think that is all i have time for.
roses are red violets are blue, you are mean and i am too.
so this has been really interesting. i have never had a little brother (not to be confused with younger brother) before. i did not think that i would be able to handle it. but then i talked to my big brother (not to be confused with older because i am the oldest) and he told me that i was ready.
well i know that does not sound like a big thing to any ordinary person but i guess it really is because he is more critical than me. wow what a shock to find someone more critical than me. for everyone laughing try not to get too loud.
but so i embark on this journey with my little brother and it will be an interesting one. i have learned to balance time and his needs with the needs of myself and have become quite successful at it.
it has been a long time since i have put something up here and that is strange but oh well what can you do now. this is going to be a good week i can tell already i do not know why yet but i know it will be. well i gots to get ready to have an awesome day.
i have a rather large collection of movies that i am quite fond of. i have all types. you know scary, murders/criminal, romantic, comedy, mysteries, fantasies, and even sinister ones.
i love them all because i love movies. if i could i would like to take ebert or ropert's place and be a film critic and that would be awesome.
if i could get paid for watching movies that is all that i would do. life could not be any better. well i guess it could but i think that i would have a great time.
well enough about that but i could go on forever about how much i love movies and what not. if you ever wanna talk you know where to find me.
god knows that you're a sexy thing. its takin everything in me not to kiss you over under, feel you inside feel my thunder. how the hel could i not want you.
girl you don't have to be a thing, i'll wait for you, you wait for me. cuz true love's insisting, we don't have to rush at all.
these are the times we all wish for, the moment when less means so much more. we don't have to do a thing at all, we can take our time and talk. and this is the way things need to be no pressure for you and none for me. just let the mood set the moment off, wecan make love or not at all.
been thinking bout you all the time, morning, noon, and suppertime. tear you up in little pieces, swallow you like reeses pieces, come on girl you know i need it.
it ain't supposed to be a thing, i'll wait for you, you wait for me. cuz true love's insisting, we don't have to rush at all.
these are the times we all wish for, the moment when less means so much more. we don't have to do a thing at all, we can take our time and talk. and this is the way things need to be no pressure for you and none for me. just let the mood set the moment off, wecan make love or not at all.
i don't make promises, cuz i know my heart gets weak. when i get around you girl, it makes them hard to keep. cuz you bring out the best, make me the man god knows i'm prod to be.
these are the times we all wish for, the moment when less means so much more. we don't have to do a thing at all, we can take our time and talk. and this is the way things need to be no pressure for you and none for me. just let the mood set the moment off, wecan make love or not at all.
man do i love that song...
so yea i am sitting here on a friday night eating ice cream and watching a movie with one of my best female friends here. it is nice and i miss college life like this.
relaxing without having to worry about anthing life is just carefree. i wish that everything could be like this moment. just bottle it up and keep it forever.
well days like that cannot happen all of the time and that is what makes times like these so special.
well to these days we all love.
what is this? i might be getting a job. how awesome is that? too awesome!
if everything goes to plan i will be a nursing assistant. i will get paid well for cleaning up Lord knows what. i don't think that i am that ready for it but i willing to do it and i guess that is all that matters.
yea i love it when i conquer the world. well it is not all conquered yet but i am getting there. just give me til the end of the month and lets see what i say then. i am hoping for something great. i do not know but i am excited.
yay for me. today is a good day. smiles all around.
hahahaha you know who this is
well anyways if you do not it is your loss. he is a great guy and one of my favorites. yup that is right i like him more than anyone else.
well there maybe one person i like more than him. but only they know. so anyways have not talked to him in a while and i think that i should.
he knows me the best and i know him better even though he does not want to admit it. but that is ok he is my greatest source of entertainment because everytime i see him he talks for 3 hours. it is nice because he is catching me up on everything i missed which is funny because some of the people that he hangs out with have lost their minds.
well it is time for chem. but rynee i love ya.
i got a little brother last week and it was nice. why would someone want me as their big i do not know but hey i am glad i was picked.
my little is not to be confused with my younger. my younger is my brother from birth and my little is my brother fraternally.
the funniest thing about my little is that he is taller and bigger than me and older too. so then what part of him is little? well that is where it gets to be funny because when i call him my little he is anything but.
well this one is dedicated to him since i wrote one about jon. (that is my big brother) and so i thought i would talk about hte other part of my fraternal family.
homecoming...the time when all alums come back and share their time with the college students.
there are bbq's, race walks, tours, you name it they got it. it is a blast. especially when the alums are from your fraternity.
some of them i know and others i don't but it is nice to see thema nd hear about what they are doing after college. it is also a time for us to kick back and just have a great time.
we had a formal and that was excellent. whenever i can get my pics downloaded onto my comp i will post these pics. they are awesome and it was a blast.
well not looking forward to the week but the weekend was a blast.
clouds in my coffee, clouds in my coffee.
well not really that thought just came out of no where. but seriously i was in a car with someone and they were talking about how the clouds looked like the ones from the opening of the simpsons. i thought to myself that they were absolutely right. and it made me happy.
then this thought came into mind. what if i looked at my life as those clouds. sometimes they are really beautiful and big a fluffy, others they are flat, dull and grey, and other violent with torrential rains and gale force winds. then you realize that they are all temporary and all pass, weather that is a good thing or not. (the whether is spelled wrong because i am talking about clouds.)
well at least that is what i was thinking.
yea i know i sound like an ass while writing this and i am sure that the one that this concerns will not be that happy but i don't care.
i love this feeling of freedom, you know the one when you realize that you are better off without the person. yea that is how i feel right now. i know this is completely mean but you know what i have had my fair share of stuff to put up with.
drama and stress have evaporated and they were all over me like the devil on a Christian. hey that is a good one i think i will keep that in my repitior. but seriously i have washed my hands of this person and it is a great feeling.
i have moved on to bigger and better things and now i am smiling. i haven't genuinly done that in a week.
i am happy.
does anyone know what is going on cuz i sure don't. it is wierd and i do not think i like it. you know that feeling when you are just standing there and something happens and all you can say is huh?
that is exactly how i feel about the whole day. it just did not make any sense.
well changing my desktop and rearranging my room seemed to help make some sense of something today, i have spent more time trying to figure out what i am doing than doing what i should be.
so i think that i am going to call it a night and hopefully when i wake up in the morning i will experience that moment of enlightenment that i have been searching for.
Locked Up
i'm steady trying to find the motive, why i do what i do. the freedom at gettin no closer, no matter how far i go.
my car is stolen. my registration. cops patrollin, and none of that stopped me.
and i get locked up. they won't let me out, they won't let me out. i'm locked up, they won't let me out, no, they won't let me out.
Hypnotic
hypnotic, you're so hypnotic. you know you got it. you know got a spell ahold on top of me. hypnotic, you're so hypnotic. you know you got it. you got me all up in a transe doin it to me.
i guess that i have been in a mood to sing today
hey this is the second time that write about this in less than a month. i have learned that i should never be so trusting it just ends up hurting.
hey is that not what i said last time. yup that is right ladies and gents i did say that. do i think that i wanna trust people ever again, hmm i do not know but i am sure that the answer is yes.
why will i? i do not know but there is one thing that i have learned is that as hard as it is to trust someone, especially after they have done something wrong, it is much better to forgive them and help them regain your trust than to just let it go by the wayside.
this is really only true if you care about the person because if you do not there really is not a reason to do so. trust is a big thing and when you lose mine it takes a long time to get back.
be aware of this and learn that things like this should not be taken lightly with anyone especially those that you care about.
well i decided to get a new server because internet explorer was not working. this is an experiment and right now i think that i like it.
well this has been one of the worlds longest weeks and i am so glad that it is over.
you those that just drain you of all energy and happiness, you just wanna curl up in bed and sleep becuase you are just so sick of dealign with everything. well yea that is the type of week that i just had.
one the bright side my big brother is coming back to school for homecoming in less than a week and i am very excited to see him. i cannot wait.
next week will be agreat week i know because good things happen. so here's looking towards the future. oh yea the solution to everything is peanut butter. huh?
