Tuesday, October 31, 2006

and i am back

so i thought that i have had nothing to write about for the longest time ever...what the h-e-double hockey stick was i thinking?!!

seriously i have been to 2 weddings and a funeral this year, i am graduating, moving to san francisco, got a tattoo, going to culinary school, got into a really bad car accident (i am ok luckily) and my mom moved to bloomington, oh and one more thing i got a really serious muscle disease that is gone now.

so so so much. but you know what through all of this stuff the one thing that i can say that has happened to me is that i have grown

for instance...i still make fun of people, but i have gotten better at the english language so i do it and they smile back at me, i have found a way to do my homework and get a good grade but it is crap, i am bs my way through class and yet still do well on the tests, this is done without lying or cheating mind you, and for the most part i am becoming more cynical...

ahhh maturation at its finest, what would i do without those wonderful life lessons that serve to embitter us and make into the wonderful, caring human beings that we are today...how i love thee

but for the rest of my life i have learned many things about people and myself...
1. even though you are in college, there are still a lot of dummies
2. everytime you think someone can be no more juvenile they surprise with something worse
3. people act like they are permanently stuck in high school (grow up)
4. i still love to sing
5. my knees are gettin old
6. that no matter how hard you try that little pouch in front of your stomach will never go away so give up and spend your time doing something more productive.
7. narcissism/self-interest governs peoples lives...that is not what should be doing it folks you focus is on the wrong thing
8. no matter how many things you do to your body and face the same ugly person is underneath
9. beauty is over-rated
10. my tattoo still does not have a cool story attached to it one of these days i will think of one

i am sure someone has found this not funny or offensive, h-e-double hockey stick, i am sorry, but i think it is comical so oh well