change

today, i have been busy.

not just with work but with life. finally i have control, well in a matter of speaking, and in a long time i get to be happy. well that is if everything that i cannot control goes in my favor.

but all in all a change has occured today that is the best change i have ever made.

maybe i can smile again, and i mean REALLY smile. not the front that i put up all of the time. i think that would be the best thing of all.

to life, le hiem