where am i?

so yea i do not know what i am doing right now...i start with one thing and change to another. where am i and what am i doing?

i find myself asking that questino more and more often now and i do not know what to make of it. i think in someways i am lost and in others i am on top of my game. it is a weird feeling i have decided and i do not know if i like it or not.

hmmm i feel that i do not know what i am doing with myself. is that wrong to feel like that? is it ok? i do not know what to make of it and is that ok?

i find that the more i ask questions to find the answer all it does is lead to more questions and i feel like i am not getting anywhere with anything. i guess that all of it will come with time, but what if it doesn't? where will i be then?

am i prepared for that outcome? i do not think that i am ready now. will i ever be? what is with all of the questions? where am i going with all of this?

this is what i feel like i am doing all of the time. is this healthy? is it normal? hmm i really do not know. i guess i will have to settle for that right now and try and think of an answer tomorrow.

good night.

oh yea if school is for the smart people why do i have idiots living right next door? (no not you rishboo and erok)