time

well here i am. just chillin here waiting for someting to happen.

i have noticed that when i try for some oddreason everythign just gets messed up right now. mabye right i will take some time and just let some things just happen to me. i am curious to see how that willl end up.

i am just tired right now of everything i just want to relax. and i do not mean kicking off my shoes and having a beer. no i am talking about a break from everythig so that my brain can just calm down and i can be at peace.

well that will not happen for a very long time, so i guess i will have to find a new way to get by. because right now the insomnia is a pain and i do not know how much longer i can take it.

well for the thrid attempt at sleep.